d end of dis sem is kinda near=final is goatdamn gonna eat d heckoutuvme. haih. hanna's book really influence me sumhow XD n i like it as ma english seems to be improvin since i finished readin dat book. hanna is a sweet gal which is one of muh hommies. miss her so much already = =;
i dun think it got sumtin to do wif d end of dis sem. well its ma favret to run away from a goatdamn topic. its juz me to run from d topic. lol.
ok back to d topic.
d end of dis sem. due to so many unplanned shit. due to so damnalot of assignment bein done last minute. due to so many event i joined is held during d d end of dis sem. due to my stupidity n somehow my carefreeness of not knowin bout d details bout shit i joined. all of dis "due" lead to fatigueness = =; i really aint no listenin to ma dad preachin. n i regretted it sumhow. he asked me to do some goatdamn schedule of life. n i did. but in d same time i didnt. u noe wut i meant.
i muz quit bein stupid already since d exam is so like goatdamn near ma ass. i really need to do sumtin. ma first step is to dowload heck alot of physics book to be used during d study week. well maybe earlier. MAYBE. i hope. haish.
many seniors said dat d 1st sem aint gonna be good. well its true sumhow. in d same time its aint true. i dunno. i am so damn coonfuse of maself. dun have confidence in d same time have confidence. maybe i should do more facebook quiz to make maself feel better...psychologically? i dunno. maybe i should get a galfren. but i DUNNO HOW FOR GOD SAKE. how d hell can dis happen = =; how d HELL can ma fren find one like daymn easy? i dunno. guess i muz study dis too. so many shit to study. lol i manage to do pu pu anyway. pu pu is like a squat usin oni one leg n another leg is straight to d front or to d side. wutever no one will care = =; shit. its not d topic i guess. who giv a goatdamn fuck.
back to d topic...again.
how my fren can find galfren. dey told me alot of shit to make me feel better like i look good already sure easy want find galfren,i look smart,i very funny,i very yeng,i very geng,i still young,blah blah blah. who d fuck dunno dat its all human's bullshit = =' well maybe. i dunno. i never give tipu de compliment to others. i dunno if got others feelin d same as meh.
wut. i ran out of topic again.
d end of dis sem. its like. so many shit jump to me togetha. yeah last minute shit. told ja. wut a sick fuck face i am = =' haish. hafta plan ma life. dad show me how...again. i forgot liao. daymn.
now i am like..have alot of shit to be done. even ma laundry aint no done yet. haih. my shirts are runnin out. daymn. hafta wash it tonyte or else i will be naked goin to d class. daymn hell i wont even reach d class b4 sumone take me away either to rape me or to bring me to d crazy people's place. dats like shameful = =' i will never show ma face ever again around people. i noe or dunno. if dat happen. wow wut an imagination.
its rainin season btw in sabah. its wut i am waitin for. anyway. but not dis bad! its like..a thunder storm or wut. i dunno. but its daymn heavy. i feel like flyin if i go out usin my umbrella. u noe how. most ma frens do learn physics = ='' so u all should noe. its goatdamn suck. but wut if i really fly XD it will be damn cool. maybe i can be a sumhow new inventor or wutever n i will win d noble price! ur head la kim. anyway,y i call maself kim n others in ums call me hakim. in matrix call me kim. in k.l got hakim,kim,panda,kimmy n alot more name given = =; well but still my name aint no modify-able like mustaqim my homies. i dunno how to combine d modify and d able. dun give a fuck = ='
haish. dis is wut happen when i feel like writin. its like. damn long. haish. i am amaze of maself sumhow XD how d fuck can i type shit dis long? n is it long. i dunno. i never read back wat have written by me. who will = =' not even ma serious-hafta-write like english final exam's essay will i check. lol. maybe dats y i oways finish ma exam fast. i oways wanto settle trouble as fast as possible. but i hope can settle it wif quality too. but i dunno. seems like i oways cant do both = =' wat a noob. i duwanna be noob!! i wanna be pro like sing or kyle!! when can i be as pro as dem. daymn dey r so talented. wut is ma talent!!
i am still tryin to find ma talent but i cant find it. maybe cant find it yet or maybe forever i wont find. maybe i found it already XD well sum part of ma brain will tell me dis when i tell maself dat i found ma talent already-dun bullshit kim. u r a noob! suck! fuck face! go die!- haih diu lor = ='
enuf bullshit ady. i usin my timbalan pengarah de laptop. suka hati saja maw guna2 barang orang. sure kena babi after dis. haih. gud nye. laundry....go wash urself...for god sake...i feel like bein naked..daymn...
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