d end of this sem is near

d end of dis sem is kinda near=final is goatdamn gonna eat d heckoutuvme. haih. hanna's book really influence me sumhow XD n i like it as ma english seems to be improvin since i finished readin dat book. hanna is a sweet gal which is one of muh hommies. miss her so much already = =;

i dun think it got sumtin to do wif d end of dis sem. well its ma favret to run away from a goatdamn topic. its juz me to run from d topic. lol.

ok back to d topic.

d end of dis sem. due to so many unplanned shit. due to so damnalot of assignment bein done last minute. due to so many event i joined is held during d d end of dis sem. due to my stupidity n somehow my carefreeness of not knowin bout d details bout shit i joined. all of dis "due" lead to fatigueness = =; i really aint no listenin to ma dad preachin. n i regretted it sumhow. he asked me to do some goatdamn schedule of life. n i did. but in d same time i didnt. u noe wut i meant.

i muz quit bein stupid already since d exam is so like goatdamn near ma ass. i really need to do sumtin. ma first step is to dowload heck alot of physics book to be used during d study week. well maybe earlier. MAYBE. i hope. haish.

many seniors said dat d 1st sem aint gonna be good. well its true sumhow. in d same time its aint true. i dunno. i am so damn coonfuse of maself. dun have confidence in d same time have confidence. maybe i should do more facebook quiz to make maself feel better...psychologically? i dunno. maybe i should get a galfren. but i DUNNO HOW FOR GOD SAKE. how d hell can dis happen = =; how d HELL can ma fren find one like daymn easy? i dunno. guess i muz study dis too. so many shit to study. lol i manage to do pu pu anyway. pu pu is like a squat usin oni one leg n another leg is straight to d front or to d side. wutever no one will care = =; shit. its not d topic i guess. who giv a goatdamn fuck.
back to d topic...again.
how my fren can find galfren. dey told me alot of shit to make me feel better like i look good already sure easy want find galfren,i look smart,i very funny,i very yeng,i very geng,i still young,blah blah blah. who d fuck dunno dat its all human's bullshit = =' well maybe. i dunno. i never give tipu de compliment to others. i dunno if got others feelin d same as meh.

wut. i ran out of topic again.

d end of dis sem. its like. so many shit jump to me togetha. yeah last minute shit. told ja. wut a sick fuck face i am = =' haish. hafta plan ma life. dad show me how...again. i forgot liao. daymn.

now i am like..have alot of shit to be done. even ma laundry aint no done yet. haih. my shirts are runnin out. daymn. hafta wash it tonyte or else i will be naked goin to d class. daymn hell i wont even reach d class b4 sumone take me away either to rape me or to bring me to d crazy people's place. dats like shameful = =' i will never show ma face ever again around people. i noe or dunno. if dat happen. wow wut an imagination.

its rainin season btw in sabah. its wut i am waitin for. anyway. but not dis bad! its like..a thunder storm or wut. i dunno. but its daymn heavy. i feel like flyin if i go out usin my umbrella. u noe how. most ma frens do learn physics = ='' so u all should noe. its goatdamn suck. but wut if i really fly XD it will be damn cool. maybe i can be a sumhow new inventor or wutever n i will win d noble price! ur head la kim. anyway,y i call maself kim n others in ums call me hakim. in matrix call me kim. in k.l got hakim,kim,panda,kimmy n alot more name given = =; well but still my name aint no modify-able like mustaqim my homies. i dunno how to combine d modify and d able. dun give a fuck = ='

haish. dis is wut happen when i feel like writin. its like. damn long. haish. i am amaze of maself sumhow XD how d fuck can i type shit dis long? n is it long. i dunno. i never read back wat have written by me. who will = =' not even ma serious-hafta-write like english final exam's essay will i check. lol. maybe dats y i oways finish ma exam fast. i oways wanto settle trouble as fast as possible. but i hope can settle it wif quality too. but i dunno. seems like i oways cant do both = =' wat a noob. i duwanna be noob!! i wanna be pro like sing or kyle!! when can i be as pro as dem. daymn dey r so talented. wut is ma talent!!

i am still tryin to find ma talent but i cant find it. maybe cant find it yet or maybe forever i wont find. maybe i found it already XD well sum part of ma brain will tell me dis when i tell maself dat i found ma talent already-dun bullshit kim. u r a noob! suck! fuck face! go die!- haih diu lor = ='

enuf bullshit ady. i usin my timbalan pengarah de laptop. suka hati saja maw guna2 barang orang. sure kena babi after dis. haih. gud nye. laundry....go wash urself...for god sake...i feel like bein naked..daymn...

i dunno wut oso

maybe ppost sumting bout last raya week? wutever


first day-go here n there. but mostly i juz play wif ma lil sis. she is so goatdamn cute.. i cant tahan but to picit her pipi n shake her like baby doll = =;
2nd day-same thing = ='
3rd day-awe has came back. me awe azim n huda lepak at the old taste coffee houz. azim is so goatdamn great sellin great t-shirt. damn i like bisnes.sadly i cant do any = =; n awe's hair is like..omg..gay zaman 70-an i guess
4th day-i went out if i am not mistaken to klcc. went to kinokuniya to do a so-called research bout a goatdamn karma thing. its damn uncool when i got screamed takin notes in dat fcukin book store.i am not rich to buy ur goatdamn expensive books freakinokuniya! i ended up going to d park n smoking. smoke2 n smoke n kap lui but no nice lui to be looked at. so i went to wangsa maju.there are alot more leng lui in the buy ticket place. well got dis one leng lui very weird. she seems to be followin wherever i go till we reach wangsa maju = =; when i move from this coounter to another counter n again to another counter,she followed me all d way ==; its annoyin but nice too. in d train we standing next to each other very close even thou got space sum more. i dunno wat she is thinkin dat time. n i dunno wat i am thinkin too = =; goin down d stairs to d wangsa maju we walked togetha very close dat our hands seems like touchin each otha acidentally ady. but at d end she went to d rite side n i went to d left side to d cyber cafe to play d goatdamn dota n i lost all game cuz of noob teeam. haish so hai.
5th day-went out to d dentist. haish very pain.i hate em. n den went to iskandar's houz. i havent meet him for quite a while.he ady got galfren n she is cute too = =; wat d feck. its sooo unfair!! y i dun have one!!
aziz arrived late to iskandar's houz. pity him got..his ass kicked by 4 of uz XD azim,me,awe,and iskandar. awe is d nicest asskicker as he din really kick his ass well - -;

6th day-went to open houz. mak long i guess.n she gave me 100 for goat sake O_O i was like shock like hell. but who cares.i keep d money n go back maself.i went around widout any direction wif awe.d wasnt in her houz so cant go to her houz = =' its also d day wherer i manage to finish hanna's goatdamn nice book. i really love dat book hanna gave me~! my english improve like heck for about a week after read dat book. it was like omgdamnnice book.i cant really descrive how nice.its juz nice.<3 u hanna!! XD

7th day-go back to goatdamn ums - -; n its my first time goin on flight alone. haish damn sien



enuf bullshit. bye

pjsr

wow. ive been bz lately. now oni have a lil bit time to write in my stupid bullshit blog. i oways talk usin ma lungs.


pjsr=program jejak sinar ramadhan=ajk logistic and technical=wakil pengarah since d pengarah is not around n d vice pengarah are so damn bz=cant sleep in d petang=no sleep=me die

dis is because i never did dis kind of things ==' but still,i manage to control ma bus n lorry nicely XD d orphans got fetched n returned safe n sound. nice experience.

things aabout d orphans.
dey made me miss n value my family so much. there were a drawing competition and simply play draw2 wif d kakak2 ajk n pengarah. d kakak2 are frenly XD i like em! btw. back to d orphans. their drawiings mostly will involve havin a mother n father by their side.. kim=d emotioless guy almost cry ady ==' seriously,i never noe dat its such a gud thing to have a family. haih. we hate hearin nag everyday while some would love to have someone special nag at em everyday. human never are grateful. its a wondaful n touchin experiennce where i need to handle their transportation n need to go everywhere dey go wif ma bus. even thou dey r so damn nakal n so like jakun to d technology,dey r not to be blamed. hurmm..i muz do ma work n stop bein stupid for d sake of ma family. damn.pics will be uploaded sooner or later. WILL BE

conclusion (==')
its a damn nice once in a lifetime lesson to meet wif d orphans n havin to work like shit bein an ajk who is likely to be d...transportation manager where it should be done by d manager himself. well i becum his orang kanan ady n will get alot of advantafe in d future. ma frens dun be so fuckin passive n join d uni activities especially d charity. u will learn alot of lessons thru all d hardwork. d experience cant be bought even wif 10 trillion oman riyal or watever.

wat is fun and happy already = ='

am i thinking too much or wut? i forgot ady wat is d happy feeling. and wat is having fun. my life seems to get lamer and lamer day by day. it aint getting interesting. i dun have confidence in doing things. dun have close frens too in dis UMS. n i dunno how to find one. now i juz wanto go back to kl and hang out wif my homies. i dun care if dey take me as their homies or not = =' but i noe awe is ma homie. i wanto have fun and feel happy = =' my nafsu seems like dying ady. living a whole emoless and feelingless life is worst den death for me = =' hah shit. enuf bullshit.fck

new month. hijr month

hah.. here it goes.. fasting month again.. its not dat easeh for me.. haih = ='

i cant go to wushu class on sunday.. d class start at 8 a.m,d time dat i am still fresh n full wif energy.. i am noob enuf in martial arts especiall at d 'arts' part = =' my muvment oways are ugly n stiff :/ i need to train more. but fasting month come = =' wat to do. hafta bear wif it for 1 month. quite long. miss 4classes. shit. friday class i am usually sore n tired after d whole day outside = =' so i aint no doin ma best. shit.

i am a total noob = =' i want a talent dat i can work on it to be successful. i duwan to be successful but got others more successful den me in sumting. its so like fucked up. i want do sumting others havent done!!

enuf bullshit. my english is getting worst. people in ums all talk malay to me - -; no chance to improve my bad english. fcuk.

new shit

hurm. its been awhile since i updated dis place = =' i need new motivation to study >< i flunk for my mechanics mid term. study last minute. again. dis time not sleep too much. too little sleep = ='' haih.


and oso tx God got wushu class in dis UMS. if not i may die of boredom = =' d people there are quite nice. d lao shi all very pro. i can practice more of my extreme martial arts skills there XD even some are against d wushu principal = =' not some. all. hafta start all over again. but who cares XD i got 3 years in sabah. if i find sabah as a cool place,i might end up stayin here XD from wushu to 3 years in sabah. save me from crapness


i juz did d wushu performance btw. i aint no watak utama but still its a fun thing to do XD watak utama very stress! i manage to do it correctly even thou got lack of speed n xtra speed pula while doing d movement. but yet its cool XD i got new frens sum more n dats wat i want = =' d wushu people mostly are hyper XD dats wut i like


and oso, i think i got d weird feeling ady = =' i duwan dis kind of shit as it may ruin a frenship. n its totally uncool!! wahhhh T_T jia you to me XD


enuf bullshit. maybe next month upload some picture or some things i will cuz dis duckin broadband is very fast in early2 month. n slow like siput or constipation guy during d end of the month. till next time brothah sistah xoxo XD

foock shocks

i still got some shock in here = =' d chinese here especially guys are like..racist like shit. no offense but in matrix pahang i manage to find few gud frens which are chinese! in sabah,none! oni girls are less racist! wtf am i tawkin about man.. i bought a broadband. its nice. but iam pretty worry if i get too carried away wif it = =' i want do assignment oso cant! it should be can do assignment but it turnt out to be cant! after i got my broadband = =' it shud be easier for me to do assignment wif d existence of d internet = =' fcuk